In Order to Teach

And here

I thought

That I

Had found it.

And that

My balance

Had been 

Reached.

The offer

Came and

I sure 

Took it.

To pray

And study,

Work and ...

Teach.

And now

I see

How much

I've grinded

And how

My energy

Has 

Peaked.

I long

To fit

In every

Part of me.

In every

Day and

Every

Week.

I must
Admit
I've thought
Of quitting

But then
A voice
Keeps me
Upbeat.

Keeping

It up

Will not

Be easy

Yet the

Reward

Is worth

The risk.